Things that motivate you

• his/her look
• his/her tastes that are so different from yours, but what the hell?!, he/she deserves for you to change yourself and ignore all you once liked
• his/her jokes
• the fact that he/she is involved with someone else and you make all the efforts for him/her to notice you
• his/her stories about "her"/"him" that gets you a mutilated ego
• the way he/she seems to care
• all the small things

Suprarealism tanar

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sunt evreu si ma simt bine

hai in Gaza cu grabire s-o detonam dintr-o ochire.

innocence

I cannot myself be innocent as long as i don't belive in the innocence of others.

things that really matter

ce conteaza cu adevarat pentru tine?

1. sa ai la cine sa te intorci seara acasa?
2. sa ai cu cine sa iti bei cafeau dimineata inainte sa pleci?
3. sa ai cui sa spui atunci cand trebuie sa pleci de urgenta la londra si nu ai bani ?
4. sa ai cu cine sa iti petreci Revelionul?
5. sa ai cui sa i-o tragi?
6. sa ai cu cine sa fumezi iarba?
7. sa ai de la cine sa imprumuti bani?
8. sa ai cui sa spui ca ti-e teama de singuratate?


astept raspunsurile voastre, sa unim angoasa mea cu angoasa ta, intr-o angoasa mare....

Duamne, aj vrea.....

unu. sa imi iau pastilele pentru anxietate pe stomacu' gol
doi. sa beau ceai de menta fara sa ma constip
trei. sa pot sa cant "l'appartement" fara sa ma poticnesc la cuvintele in franceza
patru. sa nu mi se lase tzatzele niciodata

Amin.

Gone With the Wind and Coming Back to ... the Origins of Disaster

I see myself in the same position I was a year ago: frightened, alone (or feeling alone), dependent, egocentric and (?!) with a pathetically low level of self-esteem. Too scared of being lonely, all at the price of not being free. Free from my own old self, of course.... Isn't that brutally ironic?

And what have I learned? Virtually nothing.

I can only rely on my ego who seldom sparkles and gives me a glimpse from time to time of what I really want to be.

Too bad....